Back to Helping with Tech

My contract at Google has ended, currently contracting with Mercor, but looking for more stable work.

I am also currently working for Senior Tech Connect, getting my bearings on instructing older adults. It’s my goal. I love helping people learn, protect themselves, and grow. Last week, we were discussing cybersecurity at Solana Beach Community Connections, including being aware of fake Amazon, UPS, Netflix, and other company emails and identifying signs of scams, and what to do if compromised. We encouraged skepticism and proper responses.

This Tuesday we’ll be in Imperial Beach discussing hardware. Looking forward to it.

Foundation

Shaky ground right now. It goes without saying, can’t rely on man.

Been reading Lamb on Shakespeare as unfit for the stage. He was speaking of two different actors, one from a hundred years prior and another perhaps 40 years earlier. The spread of time is incredible and those actors’ and Lamb’s memories are rarely thought of.

There’s comfort that our tears are kept by Him.

The shame that haunts

The turmoils of night and day,
The mistakes that arose,
A celestial voice bade me let you go,
Voices of confused innards,
The pacing of floors at midnight,
Yearning for what was out there
Out beyond myself.
A short respite came,
But still did you need to fly from me,
My poesy misapplied,
My incapable self.
Fly away.
Fly to your love.
Do not think of me,
Only pray for my spirit.

Remaking/destroying

Lewis said someone could be both evil and stupid (referring to Hitler). I’m not going to make the Hitler comparison, but I will focus on one subject, taken together, today: deletion and remaking.

The discovery of the Antikythera Mechanism raised the question of what happened to that civilization? What else had that civilization done?

Was it someone purposefully destructive of culture and technology that had sunken that ship? Was it some politician who had shattered norms and exalted himself? The historic statues on Buddha in Afghanistan were considered blasphemous and were destroyed.

You don’t know what you have until it’s gone. As the flames of Alexandria leapt, the librarian wept.

Construction

Interesting the language of the times of the recent luminaries like Lewis and Tolkien, where the meaning of the sentence depends on its end. Similar to German, where the verb comes at the end. It takes some careful following of each thought until we know the conclusion.

Planning

I had the opportunity to join a web seminar on planning research and writing for the summer, but was embarrassed that i don’t need planning since nothing is going on.

Is this something that happens when you age or just for some people?

I’ve mentioned my lack of family before. There’s no one to live your life for but yourself. But you can leave something created, which is my plan right now.

Comparisons

It’s always revelatory to compare yourself with people who are more successful and/or took a different road than you. Being in your own silo shields from good and bad.

Politics is one such silo. A policy may sound good, but on exposure to real conditions can show its foolhardiness.

Excerpts p.1

Excerpt 1 from Ascension Ceres:

Two hours later, E and Perry saw the TGS headquarters building. Once a gleaming glass and electrically-lit edifice, it had now been shattered by projectile weapons and sparked electricity. The bus stopped and E helped Perry get out and sat her down on the stairs to the main door. He saw people scurrying out carrying cardboard boxes full of possessions.
“I’ll try to be fast.”
E entered the building and found a console kiosk and logged in. He accessed the personnel system, but there was too much to go through. How could he get W’s real name? Useless. Then he remembered Perry mentioning her family. He perused the records for Puncher and found an address. He saved it, but what next?
E ran to the wood and gold building directory and skimmed down the list until he saw “7A-7X.” Hmm. He stopped a security guard as he was leaving.
“Is the seventh floor still occupied?”
“Sorry, no information there,” said the guard, “but you should get out of here ASAP.”
Seeing the elevators were not safe, E took the stairs up. He found himself in a hallway of frosted glass and silver-handled door knobs. Let’s see, A, B, C and he jogged down to W. Finding the door locked, he tried to break in with the butt of his EM gun, but couldn’t. Just then the door opened.
Track 6922 opened the door and E could see a couple of other people clearing out shelves and cupboards.
“A massive cyberattack shut down TGS three days ago,” said 6922. “All management has left. Which model are you looking for?”
“Where is W?”
“She’s at these coordinates,” he said while handing him a mini-crystal. “Be careful out there, and—just know that she won’t know who you are. And you may not like what you find.”

***
E opened the hatch from the selftaxi and a light drizzle hit him. He looked up at the sun covered in red mist.
“Wait here,” he said to Perry. She nodded.
E squished through the mud until he got on the stone path. Around him there was only five feet of visibility in the fog.
He walked until he saw a small, lone, glass-domed building in front of him, right where Track said it would be.
He knocked. She opened the door and looked up at him. She was wearing a yellow parka and her green eyes were under black hair.
“You’re real.”
She nodded.
“Do you remember me?”
“One of my favorites,” she said with her natural-sounding voice.
“What does it all mean?”
“I’m just a stand-in. What are you looking for?”
E shook his head.
There was supposed to be companionship in Eden. This was a farce.
“You’re just an employee. You’re complicit.”
“Look, I didn’t mean any harm to you.”
“No one means harm in the Ocean.”
E turned and jogged back to the taxi.
“Wait,” cried W.
E sat next to Perry.
“What happened?”
“It doesn’t matter,” he said.
The small EV sped toward the aurora nuclearus. They were frightened of what would happen.

***

VDH overheard: the graduate

“The combination of nonmarketable degrees and skills with burdensome debt altered an entire generation’s customs, habits, and mentalities…National and international trends [such as late marrying, less home buying, no or late children] are the ingredients for a culture that emphasizes the self, blames others for a sense of personal failure, wants instant social justice–and expects the government to borrow or seize the money from others to grant it.”
– Victor Davis Hanson

Is China capitalist or socialist?

It’s interesting that one of the remaining communist states in the world is not fully state-directed. In fact, China’s non-state sector, while shrinking under Ji, contributes almost two-thirds of its GDP growth and eight-tenths of all its new jobs. China is now only socialist in name. It functions as a capitalistic economy.

But, we shouldn’t fool ourselves: as long as China has no reform of the law, i.e., creating an independent judiciary and free legal profession, property rights will still be at the party’s will.

Tariffs or no, it is also still a global force.

Reasons?

China is on both sides of the Canal, they’re in the arctic, they’re around southeast Asia. Will someone speak to why these foci in our foreign policy? Without reasons our actions cannot make sense. The citizenry should have explanation.